Tears of joy or pain??? *I OWE YOU*

WAKALAKAKA!

In the previous post, I was about to give up my hopes, dream and future. It was EMOtionally written. Only Allah knows how much the secret values. I was at first at my own surprise to hear the announcement, it was shocking for all. To be at it cost, no one could pay it. However, someone should sacrifice, it comes down to me or the other part of my life (TOPOML). I guess both of us is finding a brilliant solution for this case.

Without theirs' awareness, I came up with an opportunity cost by letting go my 'first choice'. This is due to my second best alternative choice is not really that bad and I am totally fine with it. Seriously to be honest, neither both options are my desire. All I want is to live normally and be able to take care of myself and my family. We are all living in this world temporarily. Nothing can beat the blessings of love from our mighty Allah and dearly family. However, upgrading the standard of living could make them happy I guess. Thus, I need to pick up either of those two options.

My suffer for this case has gone but burden get loaded. I am touched and really thankful firstly to TOPOML for claiming a better solution. Secondly, to Allah for giving me another chance. I just need to keep believing that "there is always tomorrow for a better life". I know TOPOML sacrifices a lot than me. I pray for the success because I believe that it will be paid soon. Unlike my 'first choice' IF I am about to give it up, there is no more chance for that. I know, this seems selfish but to think realistically TOPOML's solution is worth it due to the chance of re-payment.

Never say give up
Think deeply
Miracle would come

Love is magical
It dominates everything
I fall when TOPOML falls
Speechless! Speechless! Speechless!
Nothing comes out from my mouth
I can't express the real feeling
But I hope you know
Thank you never enough
Yet blood might pay
Still it aint the best
I am touched and I don't wanna cry!
Stay strong and I will always be there when you need me
I promise! I promise!
This is the least I could do.

Water flows but I will never forget what you have done! x'D

Alright guys, only in this blog I could express my feeling so I hope it does not annoy or freak the hell out of you. Until then, LETS STUDY HARD AND PURSUE OUR DREAM! Be reminded, go to Him, ask the best from HIM, do all His commands sincerely. At His will, you will be blessed.

That's all!

K! Chowsz!!!