The Fall-February 2010.

Wakalakaka!!!

Okay, first of all, I AM STILL JOBLESS!!! HELL!!! I need some pocket money!

Move on to the original focus. Since the day I finished the A Level exam, the mind kept on wondering what would my result will be. My aim is to get 3 C... That is all I need! However, I am not confident enough. I think I did really bad on the exam. I am scare to death to freak the hell out to disappoint all the people who expect me will get a great result. It would be such a pain in the arse if the result is out of their expectation. This kind of thing really stress me out.

February 2010, the fall I am afraid to face. I have never experience this, I wish I will not and would never have to face this. This is a big humiliation. I hate to be called a BRILLIANT student at this time. I wonder why people always think I am smart and expect me to get a great result. I don't want that at this time. We will know who is a BRIGHT student when the result is publish. Please don't tell me"Man, ko pandai kali aaa... Jangan tah risau". FUCK IT OFF DUDE!!! That kind of words did not making me feel relieve at all. Please don't misjudge me, I'm just trying to convey that please don't tell me I'm smart and will get a great result. That is not cool. IF you wish to say it out to me, just swallow it guys! It breaks my heart. I don't know why and I don't need that kind of words. I thank you for the hail but not at this time. Alright?

Anyway, I want to thank Farah. She told me to "tawakal" and "banyakkan berdoa" because at this month and next month are when the Cambridge-ers mark our papers. I have never thought of that before and I just realised that. To all the candidates, this is your time to "tawakal" and "berdoa" to Him so that we will get a result that we wish for.

That's all.

K! Chowsz!!!