WAKALAKAKA!
Between chaos and harmony. Between birth and genocide. Between them and me. "I" am nowhere. Please let me be somewhere. Please let me be someone. Here nothing remains. I am the nameless shadow. I want to live, I want to die
I just want to be at your side but the symphony ends always to early without a single sigh...
Bring me light. Give me your night. Lead me, it must be something. Lead me, there must be a meaning.
My skin is so alone. My body is useless. I am not, I no longer exist.Nothing is yours, nothing is mine. You're the substance who create names but will you understand that here, you are pure weakness?
I used to dream that I had a life.My blood is cold, cold as yours. My heart is a void full of winds. Suffering, senseless. My veins are empty waiting for you.
I reject their fake paradise. Give me hell! I belong to you. Let me see the colors of reality.
I fall, I feel. Hail to you mighty goddess. Come to me, come in me. At last....
I fall, I feel. Surrounded by a deep black hole I start to see this hole of knowledge carries me away.
I don't dream anymore. I fly over their life. You are true within me, suffering as vector. I am real within you. Pleasure, as guide.
Now i live, now I die. I'll be forever at your side. The symphony starts as we drown in ecstasy.
Hurting myself to reach hallucinations. Kept to this world by tenuous strings. The monstrous idea of hope ejaculates moribund cocoons. I eat the flesh of my flesh. Transfiguration of horrors. I eat the flesh of my flesh. Absolutions of horrors...
In my fall I will drag you all.
Now I vomit ideas stuck in my lungs. Words are but larves devouring my throat. Hideous vaginal repulsion of consciousness. Locking the industrial edge of principles.
Like a worm eating a rose, like a black butterfly who draws the precious liquor, the essence of the real. Like a man who never cries, like a woman who never kills.
The incarnate melancholy has enthroned all my being. She had the darkest smile but tears in her eyes. Delighted in sadness. Sad in happiness.The egoistic despair she felt. The tragical irony I saw in her soul. Enslaved by her fate, she knew her end.
My veins are chains that rip my heart. All joy has gone away. Even the snake of suffering is crying. Reality has become chimera. Good and evil have no more sense. Black and white are no longer opposed. To become one. I am alone, all alone.
Every night let me die again. For I long the kiss of...death. Looking down on the earth, my body lays they cry around. I am dead and yet my eyes do cry. I am dead and yet my mouth do smile...
The remote valley of my life was haunted by faceless shadows. Guilty of willing to live. I lost the remnants of my insouciance in the garden of grief. My contrite eyes have no more tears and my blood wishes it could run free.
Funeral lamentations come to my ears. My dark oratorio ends and with its dying echoes will I leave. Let me satiate the earth with my blood. Let fallen angels free my soul and end my penitence.
That's all!!!
K! Chowsz!!!
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